“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.” -Douglas Adams
I never intended to be like this, and I still don’t. I don’t feel I am in a place where I needed to be either. It’s all so confusing and uncertain and unsatisfying. I don’t want any of it. I want the fast way, the instant and delicious way of instant noodles.
I want to stop suffering and question whether I am depressed or just lazy in general.