??? !!! ….

Asking, Surprised, Thinking

 

i don’t know what to feel , I ask several people to have a competition with me, apparently they didn’t want to join when I ask.

Several weeks later. They say they want to join.

I am left speechless. I want too !! It’s true that I can just ask somebody else..but these days I am so depressed about the state of things

 

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What if

What if I told you,

that I’m all thirst for recognition,

what if I told you,

that there’s so much more inferiority inside me.

I want recognition, I want achievement. To fill a hole inside that’s so broken

I need applause, I need acknowledgement. To cast on myself that’s not good at anything

Where do I go next? Oh the eternally winding question.

SUPERNOVA

Dengan kata-kata,
diantara maaf dan terimakasih,
serta sedikit kerancuan,
nebula-nebula terbakar,

dengan perbuatan,
dipicu dengan gestur,
serta sedikit kesalahpahaman,
supernova terjadi

dengan penalaran,
didasari kecurigaan,
serta kebencian
bintang-bintang menjadi konstelasi

terlalu maya untuk membuat garis,
tetapi terlalu nyata untuk jadi bayangan.

sebuah imej.